My subscription is gonna run out soon and I wanted to get this out before that happened and my profile just collapses cause "bye bye custom boxes"...
I wanted to say thank you for all the Birthday wishes, and for the different features, favorites, comments and the like that I've gotten in the past month or so. I'm not very active here (gimme a moment and I'll explain why) and I don't really get to reply to you guys and thank people.
As for the reason I am less active here; My laptop kinda went screwy and I haven't been able to get things to work for a long, long time. I only post my best pieces here, so updates are naturally at a minimum compared to my tumblr where I tend to post everything. That's just reason one, though.
For the past few months I have been working to better my mental health and physical health. If you've been to my page any amount of times, you may have seen that I struggle with various disorders and mental health issues. I'm currently working on getting myself the proper medication and help to better manage those issues. We are currently focusing on my OCD and GAD. Along with that, and after years of ever worsening health issues, I've been diagnosed with Lyme Disease. I'm slowly working on treatments and trying to get myself into a healthier state, but I still have a long way to go till I can manage it.
Some mornings I wake up and feel absolutely awful and barely have the energy or strength to eat, let alone draw anything worth quality and do other stuff. We are working on getting me into a holistic treatment to help me with the symptoms, but that will take some time. For now I just tend to try and take it a day at a time and focus on my health over my art.
That among personal family issues and personal life, I haven't felt up to trying to keep everything updated and running over here. I am more active on my main tumblr, where I don't have to put much thought and energy into things. My art tumblr is barely updated anymore, either.
I do hope this doesn't come off as a pity-grab post. I just feel like if I'm gonna post less here and seem inactive for weeks at a time and not thank people for their kindness, I should atleast explain myself.
If you've taken the time to read this through, I thank you. I don't know when I'll get back to updating or doing digital work again, but I'll be sure to get back to it when I can.
For now, if you want to, you can follow me over on my personal tumblr where I from time to time post some traditional work done in marker or pencil. Be warned though that my blog is mostly a crazy bundle of fandoms, personal posts and stupid shit with a little bit of seriousness sprinkled into it...